It’s just a shirt

It’s just a shirt. I mean, it is my favorite. It fits well, and I wear it to all my band’s gigs because the words and picture on the front carry a deep personal meaning to me as a musician.

But it’s just a shirt.

The emblem is a reference to a guitar. A guitar that fought fascism one chord at a time.

But it was just a guitar.

The guitar, and the words painted on the front, “This machine kills fasciitis” are on the front of that favorite shirt.  I won’t pretend to know if there was some deeper meaning in Woody Guthrie’s mind when he painted those words on the front of his old acoustic guitar, but to me it means that art and music can bring us together as a community, working together to support each other, and defeating fascism  without the need for violence.

But they’re just some words.

Now the Government is at war with words. Words like DEI, Woke, Democrat, Anti-Fa[scist], LGBTQ+, and more. They are saying that people who identify with or use those words are the enemy and must be punished.  They are forcing reporters to only report party approved information or risk being denied access. They are changing the names of departments from “Defence” to “War”. That Government is big, and has lots of weapons, and a desire to use those weapons on American people.

But it’s just people.

Those people are cruel. Those people want to hurt others, and abuse them for profit. But there are also people who want to stop that. People like me, and presumably you. When you look at the size of our Government it’s so easy to think “There’s so many of them.”.

And I’m just one person.

A person who feared State sponsored violence because  of a shirt, about a guitar, with some words. Words that the government had declared war on. Words that made me, in the Government’s eyes, an enemy.  When I was young, and learned about what made [US] America truly great, it was things like the social safety nets that pulled us out of the Great Depression, and freedom. Freedom meant we were able to say what we wanted without reprisal from the Government. The press was allowed to report as they saw fit, including things critical of the Government. Our current Government is no longer respecting those freedoms.

But we have more words.

We have the words of Patrick Henry, “I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death! “. It’s with those words in mind that I resolve to again wear my shirt. It’s not that I no longer fear reprisal from the Government. It’s because I’ve prepared for it. I’m ready to get picked up by armed agents of Government, over some words. I’ve practiced what words I’ll use when those agents approach me. I’ve also practiced what I’ll say to regular people who ask me about my shirt. I’ll use it as an opportunity to connect with people and talk about my ideas of non-violent resistance to fascism through art, music, and words. It will be an opportunity to build community.

And then there might be two people.
And then there might be three people.

And, to paraphrase Woody Guthry’s son Arlo, that my friends is a movement.

About the Author

Riker Brown is new to the writing world, and is just now getting their feet wet. Their odd outlook on the world gives them insights that may not be evident to others. They hope to share those outlooks and idiosyncracies in a way that brings just the right balance of wonder and weird.

Cops caused my worst trip

30 years ago today, the Police and School District did more damage to me by kicking me out of school for having LSD than all of LSD I’ve taken since then ever has. It socially isolated me preventing me from forming meaningful peer connections in my first year of high school, and despite night classes and correspondence courses I was not allowed to take enough credits to start my second year as a full sophomore putting me behind academically. If it hadn’t been for the fact that I was “previously a good kid” (read I was white and daddy got a lawyer) I would have also been denied the credits for the semester I was a week from completing at the time because “Zero Tollerance”.

Since then, the use of hallucinogens has given me insights into myself and the world that I don’t know I’d have found otherwise, and even helped me overcome past emotional trauma. They’re not for everyone, but they’ve helped me.

I’m not saying there shouldn’t have been consequences for not paying attention to set and setting, but they were certainly disproportionate

It’s past time to rethink drug policy.

This Machine

The first defense is art and song

Against the ever present throng 

Of the hateful and their blight

Their golden calf, their crystal night. 

Those with privilege must stand tall 

To help those who would face the call

Of extinction by the powers

Day by day, hour by hour

When the threat of fascists reigns

Everyone will feel the pain

You think youre safe if not your brother,

But someday too youll be the other.

When there’s noome left to blame 

They’ll come for you, just the same.

The vote you cast to prop them up 

Youll find one day wont be enough.

So stand up now, and be the change

To keep  safe for all deemed strange.

Protect those now who need a hand.

For peace and justice take a stand.

The Resistance begins.

The artists are the first line of defense. We draw the eyes to keep them off the rest of the movement, and let the frightened know they are not alone.

On my own polytheism.

Why am I a polytheist?

Because Odin teaches me to have wisdom.

Because Thor gives me strength.

Because Loki tells me when I need to change.

Because Tyr reminds me to be fair and just.

Because Jesus shows me how to love others.

Because The Dude gives me permission to take it easy.

I’m not different. I’m just different.

Riker Brown is new to the writing world, and is just now getting their feet wet. Their odd outlook on the world gives them insights that may not be evident to others. They hope to share those outlooks and idiosyncracies in a way that brings just the right balance of wonder and weird.

I posit that neurodivergence isn’t a thing in the natural world, and it only exists because society is built for a narrow, homogenous subset of the population. Anyone who can’t survive in such a society has to be pathologized so they can be the problem instead of our neo-feudal capitalist hellscape.

It’s not neurodivergence. It’s neurodifference because there is no neurotypical.

On Consent

Riker Brown is new to the writing world, and is just now getting their feet wet. Their odd outlook on the world gives them insights that may not be evident to others. They hope to share those outlooks and idiosyncracies in a way that brings just the right balance of wonder and weird.

I may have just saved someone from the wrath of the head shop clerk.

I walk in and she’s railing on the phone about how mad she gets when people block her and how that’s a sure fire way for her to go to their job, etc… She asks me as she’s grabbing my (state and federally legal) items if I get mad when people block me. I just said, “No, because I like to respect people’s consent.”.

I could see the mushroom clouds billowing from her ears as her mind was blown.

Legal Advice

Riker Brown is new to the writing world, and is just now getting their feet wet. Their odd outlook on the world gives them insights that may not be evident to others. They hope to share those outlooks and idiosyncracies in a way that brings just the right balance of wonder and weird.

You’re a young attorney, a few drinks in after a long day on Capitol Hill. As you cross the smokey old bar room on your way to the head your eye catches a weathered man in a wrinkled blue suit, his face oddly familiar. The wrinkled skin and perpetual 5 o’clock shadow tells you he’s been around a while, but the class ring shows he was in your class at law school. Maybe thats why you recognize him, but you’d better remember someon that stood out amongst your 20-something peers you think to youself.As you pass by he looks up long enough to grab your sleeve “Politics changes you.”, he said in a low gravely whisper before taking a long slow drag of his cigarette and exhaling, “Don’t ever let anyone tell you it doesn’t.”.

When you exit the restroom he’s gone and no one remembers him being there. You sip your bourbon and cola while you wait for the ai face aging app to load your results.What you see shakes you to the core.