The best part about having a pet is how it learns to reflect me. I have had both dogs and cats over my lifetime, and I love that they have all mirrored me in terms of energy and engagement.
Well, Asher was not as much like me. She was a grumpy old lady who liked to stick one claw up my nose at 5:30 AM to remind me to wake up. There is no snooze button on that one.
Right now, I do not have any pets. I would like that to change in the future, but I need to assess how much money I have in the budget. I need a service dog to help me around town, but I need one less now that I have a car and don’t have to walk outside. I would be perfectly fine with a smaller dog I could use as emotional support and medication reminders. A true service dog for me would have to be at least 65 lbs, and I’m not sure I want that large a dog.
I would definitely want one if we were doing the service classes together, so that answers that. Tony Lanagan is a pit bull, and I know that because it’s the breed that’s recommended for me. I’ll want to start my dog off right, so if Bryn was willing it would be great to have her with us for a few weeks in the beginning. She’s a professional dog trainer and could at least get me up and running with house training.
But again, budgeting. I need to know where I am before I can know where I’m going.
But slowly, Tony will become a Lanagan, too. He’ll learn all the things about me that make me tick, all my secrets because that’s what dogs do- they hold the secrets of your universe that you’re not ready to tell anyone else. You can thank them for their emotional labor with Beggin’ Strips.
I need a dog to lick my face when I cry.
Stories That Are All True 