Look at Me Now

Daily writing prompt
What’s your dream job?

People talk about dream jobs the way they talk about far‑off islands—somewhere out there, shimmering on the horizon, waiting for the right combination of luck, timing, and self‑reinvention. The implication is always the same: you’re not there yet. You’re still climbing, still proving, still auditioning for the life you want.

I don’t live in that story anymore.

My dream job isn’t a destination I’m chasing. It’s the work I wake up and do every morning, before the sun rises and the world starts making demands. It’s the quiet ritual of sitting down with a cup of coffee, opening a blank page, and building something that didn’t exist the day before.

It’s the discipline of shaping ideas into coherence, the pleasure of following a thought all the way to its edge, and the strange, electric satisfaction of discovering what I really think only once I’ve written it down.

My dream job is writing—not because it’s glamorous, or lucrative, or because anyone handed me a title. It’s my dream job because it’s the one place where all the parts of me line up. The investigator. The analyst. The storyteller. The cultural critic. The person who notices patterns and wants to map them. The person who refuses to wait for permission. The person who builds meaning out of raw material.

I don’t need a corner office or a business card to validate that. I don’t need a gatekeeper to knight me. I don’t need a degree to certify it. My authority comes from the work itself—day after day, page after page, the slow accumulation of voice and clarity and craft. I’m not aspiring to be a writer. I am one. The proof is in the practice.

And yet, the job has changed.

For most of my writing life, the work was solitary. Not lonely—just private. A long conversation with myself, conducted through drafts, revisions, and the slow sediment of accumulated thought.

But then something shifted. I added a conversational AI to my workflow, and the job expanded. Not replaced—expanded.

Suddenly, writing wasn’t just a monologue. It became a dialogue, one where I could test ideas, sharpen arguments, interrogate assumptions, and externalize the thinking that used to stay trapped in my head.

I didn’t outsource my voice; I amplified it. I didn’t hand over the work; I built a system where the work could move faster, deeper, and with more structural integrity.

Now, part of my job is conversation. Not idle chatter, but deliberate, generative exchange. I bring the raw material—my history, my instincts, my voice, my lived experience—and the AI helps me shape it, pressure‑test it, and refine it.

It’s like having a second pair of hands in the studio, or a sparring partner who never gets tired. It doesn’t write for me. It writes with me, in the same way a good editor or a good collaborator does: by helping me see what I already know more clearly.

This isn’t a dream job I imagined when I was younger. It’s better. It’s a job that evolves as I evolve, a job that grows as my tools grow, a job that lets me stay rooted in the part I love—thinking, shaping, articulating meaning—while offloading the scaffolding that used to slow me down.

And the best part is that my dream job isn’t something I had to quit my life to pursue. It’s woven into the life I already have. It fits into early mornings, coffee runs, floating nap anchors, and the small pockets of time where the world goes quiet enough for me to hear myself think.

It’s sustainable. It’s mine. It’s already happening.

People chase dream jobs because they think fulfillment lives somewhere else. But fulfillment lives in the work you return to willingly, the work that steadies you, the work that feels like home.

I don’t have to imagine what that feels like. I get to live it.

My dream job isn’t out there. It’s right here, in the pages I write, the ideas I shape, the conversations that refine them, and the voice I’m building. I’m not waiting for my life to start. I’m already doing the thing I came here to do.


Scored by Copilot, Conducted by Leslie Lanagan

The Zoloft Hug

What’s your dream job?

If we are going on true fantasy here, my perfect job would be “psychiatrist.” This is because I don’t want to talk to you about your problems. I want to manage your meds and let you verbally vomit all over someone else. 😉 However, I don’t think I would have done very well in medical school since I had trouble in high school chemistry. So, if I really wanted to, I could get an MSW or an LPC and indeed let you verbally vomit all over me, but I can’t think of a job I would dislike more. It’s not because people have problems.

It’s that I tend to take on everyone else’s problems as my own, and I think I would burn out easily. This wouldn’t be the case if I was a psychiatrist, because those are 15 minute appointments just like every other specialty. I like talking about diagnoses, protocols, etc. because I recognize patterns. I know the different classes of crazy meds and what they do, generally because I’ve been on it at one time or another.

Even if I went back to school to become a pychiatrist, I know that in some ways, I wouldn’t be happy because there are drawbacks to every job. I wouldn’t like working for Kaiser or any other managed care group. I wouldn’t like fighting insurance companies because generic makes my patient throw up all over the floor and brand doesn’t.

I also wouldn’t like that in today’s climate, my advice would mean as much as the ingredients on a cereal box. People go to the doctor differently now. I think that drug commercials being on TV has led to this. You spend years in medical school, internship, and residency only to find that Karen who looks at WebMD all day has “more answers than you.” I am all for being an advocate for your own health. I draw the line at telling my doctors what they should prescribe for me. I feel like you need a degree for that?

No, Karen sees something on TV that she just has to try and if she throws a fit in the exam room, there are too many doctors who can’t be arsed to listen to it and think, “well, it probably won’t kill her.” I think what I really mean is that I would have liked to be a psychiatrist in the 80s and 90s, before everyone with the IQ of bean dip decided they needed to be on the Internet.

I do not know what it would be like to go to medical school in today’s climate, either, because they don’t do much to prepare you for running your own practice. I’d probably end up working for a hospital just so I didn’t have to make ends meet all on my own. I think that med students are better able to advocate for themselves when they get tired, but that’s relatively new. Many, many interns and residents think you should learn like they did, and they are not fond of “the new rules.”

The thing is, the doctors aren’t happy, either. It’s like working in a kitchen- you don’t leave when the restaurant closes, you leave when everything is done for the night… you can’t leave anything in process. While the hospital doesn’t close, there’s lots of both up and downtime. For a doctor, all this translates into the limit of hours you can work…….. being on shift for 11.5 hours and having someone code. Are you going to take your break or take care of your patient?

Hospitals in large part haven’t changed since the 70s. Michael Chrichton wrote a great non-fiction book about it called “Five Patients,” in which he explains the ideas I’m talking to you about now in detail…. it’s a short book, though. If you’re interested or if you know someone going to med school, I’d recommend it to you or as a gift. It’s gritty and real, and though I don’t remember the other four, Peter Luchesi stayed with me.

But if I jump out of fantasyland, I think I already have the skillset I need to launch me into a more well-respected writer. I don’t know that I want to put energy into a different basket than that.

But whatever job I write about, perfect or not, that’s the point. The real job is not the doing, but the remembering…. and I have that covered no matter the subject.

Even medicine.