Things are going to be different around here. I will have a more relaxed publishing schedule for two reasons: 1) NOTHING about my life is Facebook and WordPress appropriate right now. It’s too personal, too close. Five or ten years from now, I might write about this time in my life, but the emotions are too high all around for any blog post to come out as what I meant to say instead of crazy person emotional vomit.
That’s the thing about holding in your feelings. They probably won’t catch up to you for the first 25 years or so, but then someone will drop a Mentos in your Diet Coke and God have mercy on your soul, then.
It tastes worse coming back up.
Stories That Are All True 
I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ll blog when I feel like it, which hasn’t been much lately. I agree that some things are better left unpublished. I hope you’re hanging in there!
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Yes, completely. Thank you. It’s just that what I am dealing with right now would be attractive to media attention that I don’t want, and writing about my true feelings could start a ball rolling where I don’t even have room to breathe, much less move. So the best answer is not to put anything out there. I mean, I will still publish *sometimes,* but the lure of the ping is no longer and I don’t have to write nine articles a day. 😉
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Spilling your guts can be every bit as unpleasant as it sounds.
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I have come to know that intimately as I have gone to bed so emotionally crispy that I couldn’t have been more exhausted from physical vomiting.
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