I lost one of my best friends this week. Dana says this is our song, because EVERY WORD hits like a ton of bricks.
She was right. It completely kicked my ass into next week, and I sobbed like a baby all the way through it.
All I can do now is breathe, and pray on the spaces……………………………………
I am editing this post to say that the song *I* think of as “our song” says exactly the same thing, but it is more my style musically.
Stories That Are All True 
So sorry to hear of your loss. How wonderful that she left you with a song even if it does “kick your ass into next week.” The love remains. Here’s wish for you to find comfort in the song and in your memories.
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Thank you so much! I cannot express how grateful I am to hear your words. Just one thing, though. Dana is not the one I had the fight with- she’s my wife. She took this “breakup” almost as hard as I did because it’s hard for anyone’s partner to watch the other in pain.
The thing about this relationship that I will take with me is not the fight that blew us apart, but the miracle that occurred when she found me. I cannot ever take comfort in causing her pain, but I can look at the relationship from the tender to the terrible, own what I did wrong, and hope that with time, her pain will ease and she will be able to see how much she means to me.
If not, I choose light. I choose to remember her sunshine. I choose to remember love.
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