I’ve had a lot of coffee yesterday and today, so I decided to write in the evening instead of in the morning. I am thinking about going back to mornings already. There’s something fun about it, and I think my readers have gotten used to a certain time I post…. at least by 0700 most days and sometimes earlier. Today was a celebration, though, and I wanted to have it to myself in some ways. I published it on both my personal and professional Facebook pages, but I haven’t said anything here yet. I’ve had a thousand followers for a few months now, but that was e-mail and WordPress combined. The badge was getting a thousand followers within the WordPress community itself. That alone is fantastic, and I’m so proud of myself. This week, though, I’ve been recognized as one of Facebook’s Rising Creators, which if I keep going at this rate, I’m going to get some of Mark Zuckerberg’s money. It’s not a bad plan.
I like how I just write what I want to write. You show up when I don’t feel good and when I do. You show up when I’m experimenting with AI to see how smart they are. You stick with me when I’m in my Doctor Who and nerdalert phases. It’s wonderful, because I get to have a full range of emotions and I’m applauded for being so brave.
It’s what helps me get through the rough times when people don’t like what I write. I’m not responsible for their reactions, but I have to keep reminding myself of it so I don’t spin out.
Autism causes depression and anxiety when you can’t communicate well, so I’ve found solace in being able to find the answers on my own.
Previously, my self-esteem was so incredibly low that I was afraid to take up space in the world, and now I’m creating a riser.
Stories That Are All True 