I went back to Sparkle car wash for the “Lord Baltimore Wash and Wax Package,” because it was so good last time. This time, I got my car back and it looked like nothing had been done. In the past, I would have sat on it. This time, I marched right back up to the desk and made them re-do it. I do not use my “I need to speak to the manager” voice unless it is needed, and this time it was. I am not a spoiled little princess. I paid almost $50 for it to be done right….. and it was not.
I may or may not have a date tonight depending on how I feel. I am supposed to go for coffee and/or to a concert tonight, but the person I am supposed to go out with has not given me a time. The concert is Sweet Honey in the Rock, which would be enjoyable solo or with a group. And in fact, I will probably end up singing along if I do indeed show. They’re fabulous.
What I’m actually prepared for is just meeting someone in person without Facebook Messenger dictating the limits of what’s possible. Sitting in a coffee shop or a concert hall is a different feel than I have with 99% of people because only Tiina lives close enough that we get together frequently. Everyone else is scattered across the globe…. which is handy. I don’t sleep much and need friends in every time zone.
Raffelo, can I have your number? 😛 KIDDING.
I’m kidding him, but it’s amazing how I look for all your names. I don’t know you, but I recognize you every day. For instance, wondering what Rohini is doing, or Noah, or John Neff. All of these are names of readers that I see as “likes,” but wonder how our lives intersect. Thinking of my readers going about their days in their respective countries is the best part of being a blogger. Knowing every city in the world feels familiar because I probably have at least one reader there…. at least if it’s major.
The change that I’m bringing about in my life is being less reactionary and trying to scaffold forward. This is easier now with AI, because I do not have working memory; it provides it for me. I speak all my thoughts into the machine and they are packaged for future use. If I kept them in my own brain, I would never find them again. Relying on AI to hold details for me while I arrange them is better than constantly feeling like my compensatory skills are getting a workout.
I don’t want excellent compensatory skills. I want to create forward motion. Part of that is creating scaffolding for myself so that I can navigate the world with some sort of structure. I don’t fit into the one prescribed for most people, because I am physically disabled and neurodivergent. I have to create my own ways to adapt in the world, and the people who are scared of AI are actually making my life harder and I need them to stop.
It’s not going to happen, because the story that AI is harmful and is probably going to take over is too embedded. The public has been told too many stories of Skynet to remember that humans and droids live peaceably in Star Wars.
I need an R2 unit, and I am not apologizing.
That’s new.
Me and my little marshmallow with eyebrows are doing just fine, thank you. 😉
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